Pencil Magic

what's up? ^^ i just finished watching 6 hours of powerpuffgirls last night. ah the memories... now i have the ending theme in my head ^_^""

so i know i haven't posted anything in a while, i've been a little busy >///< anyway, I've been workin' on some pencil sketches. It's a lot of fun, i finished copying a picture of my little sister when she was three~ ^^ I'm surprised it came out so well, I've never really done any real life drawings before and this was my first time coping a photo, I'm very proud, it looks really good, so that's a real accomplishment for me. I've also been working on one of my stories, hangin' out on youtube listening to music (HYDE~~! XD) and umm... yeah... so it's 7:32 now, I've been up for about an hour and a half now ^_^" i know it's the weekend and i get up so early, but i love to get up early ^^

all right, I'm going to go finish up a chibi drawing i started yesterday XD maybe I'll post some of my drawings... *shrug* ^_^"

bye-bye~

Midnight Apple

Silver ornament shinning white ribbons over the forest
Branches are enriched with darkness
And dreaming below the black bouquet of tress
A rich fruit with blood skin silently stands in cold water

The surface gently ripples and reflects the deep melancholy sky
As crisp apple centers shine above
Chiming to the rhythm of night till the cratered eye sets
For the golden coin is the anchor of night

Liquid frost curtain cool and smooth upon thin crimson skin
Beauty simple and clean cut through blindfold darkness
Affection gentle and kind and consistent
Though always lingering through smoked out candlelight
Till angels can lift it into the sky

-SW~

Rag Doll

Dusty wooden shelf high on the wall
There you sit slouched over with grace
Hello again my long life friend
My silenced rag doll

Button eyes blind as humans
Yarn hair creeps over your shoulders
As spiders take place where your brain should be
Yet you are the only one who understands

My dearly departed so lifeless
Share your dreams with mine
Tell me the secrets of your hidden life
My heart lusts to feel what you feel

A stitched on smile
Patched denim clothing
How can something so dead exist?
Perhaps you are just asleep at heart

My beautiful twin who’s falling apart
Let’s wish upon an airplane
And pray for the best even though
No one is coming to save us now

-SW~

Frosting

In a land of everlasting white
Falling over the spring with a sparkling sense of sweetness
Heaven pours among the frozen surface
The world is in a deep icy slumber

Clear blades cling to pale gray branches
Droplets pitter-pat onto the powdery floor below
A gentle rush of wind over the perfect landscape
Everywhere is caked with frosting

Sugar diamonds trickle gracefully down
Their tiny designs gleaming in the twilight morning
Starry in their shine they dance
Exhale of dry breath clouds

Winter crisp and cool till the year begins
Keeping warm under blankets of ice
For thousands of years now
For a thousand more as time goes on

-SW~

The Promise of Tomorrow

Sunset blooming in the distance
Blushing rosy pink from the attention
And though today has come to an end
There is always the promise of tomorrow

Through dark nights the sun closes its eyes
Sleeping soundly with the glittery stars
Who whisper precious lullabies in the calm
Then the sun awakens to a brand new day

White doves celebrate the rise of the morning star
As pale clouds flooded with color
And the light pours over flower petals
Shining through like stain glass windows

Gazing out of a foggy window
I trace a heart with my finger and draw in our initials
Then peer outside through the outlines
Beautiful tomorrow illuminates the sparkling dew

-SW~

I Love Insanity

all right so today's English class was insane, so we were playing this game with the whole class but this one really really stupid stupid girl goes ballistic with competitiveity and she runs up to the teacher screaming at the top of her lungs saying that this game was completely unfair because our team was loosing and the teacher tells her to go to the office. Well the kid in the front of the class is still rooting on his team (don't ask why = =") but then she went up to him and shoved him, luckily the wall caught him and he didn't fall onto the floor. But my God I thought she was going to shove our teacher O_O then after that some other kid walked out and she walked out all on her own cause she didn't want to take the test we had today. ... what the hell? why do I always get stuck with the most immature classes in the world? ... oh well, a little bit was entertainment but I was shocked.

but when i got home i found this awesome song. The original version is russian but this is the english version. I think it's talking about gay love. Anyway it's got an awesome beat XD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fgm2XlHtRPU

P.S.

Thank you so much for you're comments they really mean a lot to me ^^ umm... if there's anything you think I need to improve on/fix please tell me, thank you ^^

Later~

Angel Bones and Halos

Autumn tainted leaves hover on treasure chest branches
A pale gold pinch of open sunlight unfolds
Illuminating its path of travel from the clouds
And to the dry forest floor where once upon a time an angel fell from the sky

A tiny mess of bones piled onto one another
Tinge of yellow and dashed with threads of brown
Soft breezes strum crystal webs that cling and sway
And warmly kiss the halo at the top softly glowing with embarrassment

Shredded grasses and weed thorn flowers sprout
Lingering among the hidden shards of the skeleton
Cloaking vulnerability and weakness
Keeping strong the one who fell like a shooting star

-SW~

Moon Shadow Mind

Far away in a land of reflection and darkness
I once drifted to the white ornament in the starry universe
And my reflection echoed everywhere throughout the darkness
Though I cannot stand the sight of me I watched and fell to my knees
Cherry blossom trees gently pour its pale petals over my skin
As I hung my head to beg and plead

Glamorous velvet heavens paint opaque light over my invisible space
The cool breeze lifts the powdery dust and fragile flower shards
Bits and pieces tripping over my footprints till they reached a silver pool
Onyx under the surface and metallic to the eyes
Remaining still till one more salty tear drips off my cheek to ripple my sad self
Till the next slow rainfall comes to greet my heart

And the clear wine glass thin water orbs float away to disappear into the abyss
With their rainbow shine elegantly swirling in odd patterns
Easily lost there is no saving them once they have reached above my head
Silently exploding with no sound or disturbance
Forever erased and never to return to float in my space
A full collection of petals fall into the pool

Time ticks and tocks away withering my blooming and dying tree
Beating and pounding in my chest my emotions seem to leak
In the calm of my mind I lean against the bark stirring the reflection of the stars
Breathing became harder than I thought the longer time danced on the ballroom floor
Soft skin scratched and scared and bleeding spilling into my blue shadow beads
Pink began to brown and I withered too the longer I had oxygen to inhale

At last the abyss has come to swallow me
No forgetting and remembering as I descend to my beliefs
Kindly leaving a small trace of what once existed
Not only a skeleton and a coffin but also the minds of many who will carry me
Keeping alive a tiny flower only visible to those who know about it
A beautiful forget-me-not eternal in the ashes of me

-SW~

A Little Deeper into the Mind of One Who Drifts Through Night

okay what's up i'm done with hw for today (yes! XD) so now i'm going to fool around some more with my blog thank you so much for following my blog you guys ^^ umm... so i guess i'll post some more about myself ^_^

I'm left handed, and i love dark and twisted stuff, I love to write poetry so later I'll probably post some of those. Umm... oh! personality, i am very quiet, i am dark, very freindly, a little serious, and i question a lot of things such as, does everything in this world have some sort of meaning or purpose in life? what is my purpose/meaning if i have one? how beautiful of a mind does God have to come up with something like water? how many galaxys are really out there? why is death so deavestating along the lines of knowing that you will see them agian?..etc...

Yes my mind wanders often... more often than it should ^_^"" but it's okay

If I could have any one wish in the entire world, what would I wish for? (and no wishing for more wishes ^_~*) I would wish to spend exactly nine days in heaven, no more no less, why? because i really miss my uncle... I'll get more into that in April on the anniversry of his death.

umm... if i could spend the rest of my life repeating one day over and over for eternity without aging and forgetting everything the very instant I fall asleep each day.... it would be that one day in kindegarden when we were sampling all the different kinds of apples... why? because everyone that day was happy and Uncle N was still around and picked me up for school. It was a happy day and it's sweet and simple...

Well that's all for now I'll post somethings later or tomorrow if I have time ^_^""
Again thank you ^^

later

Okay not many people are going to read this

What's up, people? ^^ I'm new and so i'm learning on how to work the settings right now. I'm a little lost, but oh well ^_^"" if you are reading this right now... yay~! because I'm new to this site and I don't expect to many people to find me right now. So hello to whoever is readin' this. ^^