(2) I Love You: Good Morning To You

Hyde decided to stay a little bit longer in Tokyo before finally flying back home. Megumi didn’t mind though. She’s pretty much gotten used to living out of a suitcase. After all, being the girlfriend of the hottest Japanese rock star, wasn’t supposed to be totally luxurious. There were downsides too, but luckily not too many, and definitely not anything she couldn’t handle.

Megumi was awake, but had stubbornly refused to open her eyes to the sun flooded room. She didn’t want to get up just yet. Not when she was all warm and snuggled up under the covers with Hyde. She didn’t want to leave his side. So she remained still and unconscious to Hyde’s watchful and dark honeyed eyes.

He smiled at the sight his sleeping beauty. One kiss on the lips really would be all it would take to wake her up, but he left her for now. It was a long alcohol intoxicating night and she needed her beauty rest. Hyde lay shirtless on his side and rested his head on the palm of his upright arm. The other was gently laid across Megumi, who had curled up against him in the middle of the frigid night. Or at least, that was her excuse.

Megumi’s head restfully lay upon the fluffy white pillow beside his, her chestnut hair splayed out behind. Her lips, soft and pink, perfectly curved and undisturbed. Eyelashes fluttered slightly, and she shifted a little closer to him. He felt her skinny arms bend up against him and the sheets ticklishly slid off, reveling her bare shoulder. She was beautiful.

Hyde dragged his fingers over her skin before pulling off the sheets a little further and kissing it gently. She smiled.

“You little trickster, pretending to be asleep,” he exclaimed and tore off the covers. He tickled her sides as punishment and Megumi squealed.

“Stop! Stop!” she cried laughing.

Hyde paused and got on top of her. He kissed her lips. Then he glanced down at her body, tightly wrapped in a pink silk nightgown. He rubbed her shoulders under the straps and touched her chest with his lips. Catching her off guard again, her tickled her.

“Hyde!” she struggled playfully, “No!”

He laid down giggling and now Megumi was hovering over him. Her eyes went down to his black boxers then up to his naked chest and back to his gorgeous face. She felt her cheeks flame up, but Hyde gave her a closed lip smile and stoked them. She put her hand over his to hold it there and smiled back. He was warm. He was gentle. He seemed to sparkle in the morning light, like an angel from heaven.

“You’re so cute Megi-chan.”

“You’re cute too,” she said shyly. And gave him a kiss. Hyde carefully put his other hand up behind her head to keep it in place, nice and low. He slowly kissed her, over and over again. She closed her eyes, feeling the inside of her melting away. Then he bent his arms around her waist and pressed her into him. Hyde could feel her weight on his body as she fingered his tangled coffee hair.

“We should get up,” Megumi said sadly, regretting that smile from before.

“I don’t want to.”

“Me neither, but…” she thought for a moment, “we can go get breakfast. Are you hungry?”

He shrugged.

“Well, I don’t want you to be late for the final tour meeting.”

“I won’t be. What? Are you trying to get rid of me?”

“N- No! Of course not!” she said. “I would never do that. I want you here. I always want you here.” She buried her face in Hyde’s chest, hoping there wasn’t that misunderstanding. He laughed.

“I was kidding. I know you want me here.” He kissed her worried head before saying, “Come on. Let’s go downstairs.”

Megumi rolled off and Hyde sat up on the edge of the messy bed. She crawled over to sit beside him. He leaned over, kissed her, then got up to head for the bathroom. When she heard the door lock, she sighed and collapsed onto the covers, her hand running over the warm place he was just laying on. Lying on her back, she listened for the bathtub water to start. And then she closed her eyes and thought of him, sitting in the steaming water as she waited for her turn.

Emily and Doll

So this is my little girl Emily from my book Skull Book. She's kind young and she's blond. She is also one of the main villains XD she's cute, I did a good job on this one, although the arm around her waist still looks a little weird to me... I couldn't fix it T-T so oh well, better luck next time. I think I'm going to start working on more chibi stuff and umm... turning my friends into anime XD yes I'm going to be that daring, so friends, don't get mad at me if yours turns out bad XD

Page 60!!!!! XD

Yay~ I'm at page 60, but I need to go back and fix, edit, and rephrase like, EVERYTHING!!!!!! so yeah, that sucks... umm.... I've also FINALLY gotten down the plot for one of my other novels, this one is for my realistic fiction. I think I'll call it Star Tracker. Not sure though ^^" Umm, I'm now in the process of memorizing Katakana, SO HARD, but I'll memorize it soon enough XD should also do some more drawing, reading, and learning more vocab.... Well, I'll do some of that tomorrow ^^
Nighty-night~

(1) I Love You: The Hotel Room

Megumi looked out over the gleaming city of Tokyo while sitting contently on the soft hotel bed. No balcony and the window—taking up an entire wall—didn’t open, but the view was still pretty spectacular from the 32nd floor. From way up here, she can overlook the lively city lights feeling like a fairytale princess in her tower, awaiting her prince. And speaking of prince, where was Hyde? Probably still drinking and partying with the band and some other friends. It’s been four hours since the concert, and Megumi had had enough excitement for tonight. So she left a little over an hour ago, exhausted and heavy eyed.

Suddenly coming through the door, Hyde pushed it open and stepped into the large quiet room. As the door closed and locked itself, he gazed at Megumi still in her dress. She had pulled open the long red curtains of the window and was now seated at the edge of the queen sized bed parallel to it. He smiled.

Megumi listened to him come in, but was too lazy to turn around and instead pulled her legs up to her chest and rested her chin on her knees. Hyde quietly walked over to her and set down the glass of wine he had in his hand onto the nightstand. He peered at her.

“You didn’t wash up yet?”

Megumi shook her head.

“How come?”

“Too tired…” she yawned covering her mouth and let down her bare legs, her feet gently padding onto the carpet. Hyde bend down on his knees in front of her then crossed his arms on top of her thighs and laid his head in them. “I’m tired too,” he sighed.

She stroked his head, matting out his wild, fluffy soft hair. It was like petting little stray kitten that had tirelessly collapsed into her lap. Hyde looked up at her with those splendid mohogany eyes. They glimmered in the dim lighting and made her smile. Extending his hand up to her cheek, he softly caressed it and whispered.

“You’re too beautiful for words, Megi-chan.”

She giggled with embracement then Hyde stood up. He placed his hands over hers and held them tightly. Leaning over, he carefully placed kisses on her cheeks and forehead. She felt like there were butterflies all over the room. Finally, he lightly brushed his lips over hers and breathed shallowly, hesitating. Hovering for a single moment before pressing his lips against hers lovingly.

Megumi felt her breath leaving her body, and found it even harder to breathe it back in. She felt his tongue slowly drag across her bottom lip and slipped it back into her mouth. He twirled it around hers, pulled away, and then kissed her lips again. His hands let go and crept up her naked arms. He slowly lowered her down onto the bed. Hyde hovered over her body as she wrapped her arms around his neck.

Now he sucked on her bottom lip while feeling up and down her waist with one hand, using the other one to keep himself up. Megumi felt his rough, guitar player-fingertips slide down the middle of her chest. He tenderly moved down to her neck and bit the gem on her necklace. He tugged at it for a moment, keeping it in his mouth and kissed her collarbone. The gem slid from his mouth and he kissed her lips again. Again, and again, slower, gentler, shallower, until it faded into nothing, and he pulled away.

She let him out of her embrace and he sat up straight. It wasn’t till then that she realized she was between his legs. He sat on her thighs and ran his hands over Megumi’s stomach. She looked up at that beautiful boy who smiled down at her. He had his tight black tank top on and fitted jeans. The slender muscles on his arms were more defined when he wore that shirt, and it made her blush.

“You’re so cute, Megi-Chan. I wish I could spend more time with you…” he said regretting.

“It’s okay. I’m happy as long as I get to spend time with you at all. I’m so happy just being with you.” She beamed.

He smiled adorably in return. It made her feel all warm and fuzzy inside, like he had just reached in and touched her heart unknowingly. He was an addiction, a drug that she loved to get high off of. And she fell in love with him for it. She fell for him. She was still falling. She was falling hard. How much farther could she fall before she had to admit it to him? Before she couldn’t take it anymore?

She didn’t want to think about it and sat up. She tilted her head upward and he tilted his down till their lips touched. When he broke away, he pulled her into his chest and held her close. Megumi felt his heart beating in her ear as he took her into his warm embrace.

“I love you, Megi-chan.”

She felt her entire body suddenly heat up at those words and wrapped her arms around his waist. She nudged her head up against his chest.

“I love you too, Hyde-kun.”

Megumi said it. She meant it. But was he being serious, or just saying it just because?

I love you, Hyde-kun…

Sweet Dreams

So today I got up, did some writing, ran a mile on the treadmill (which turned out SO BADLY!!! 13:09 is my current mile time, I suck at running =P then again, I haven't ran in about one and a half years, so I guess it's not THAT bad), then I took a shower, went downtown with my sis since now she's finally off of school, came back, did reading for about 5 hours, ate dinner, and now I'm writing again, but not my novel, cause I'm not in the mood for writing that, so I wrote a Fanfiction of Hyde and Megumi X3 cause I'm in a lovey-dovey mood even though my love life SUCKS ASS =P but I felt like writing something sweet~~~~ so I'll edit it tomorrow morning and then I'll post it X3 so I want you guys to tell me what you think after you read it tomorrow kay?
Sweet Dreams~~~~ (VAMPS- Sweet Dreams)

Eaten By the Lion... I'm Such A Stupid Pig T-T

So today I finally get the guts to send him a text and... he's busy with something else T-T
I ended up just bothering him. I thought maybe we could talk for a little bit you know? but, I caught him when he was busy, and now I need to work up some more courage to send another text... I tried to approach the lion, and I was eaten...
LM.C.- Sentimental Piggy Romance
This song helps explain how I feel...
I'm going to keep trying, even if I do get eaten ^^"""
rawr =3

Faira in Human Summer Outfit

So this is my character from my series Never Seeker. Her name is Faira and this is her in her human summer outfit. She usually has her hair in a braid that pours down over her shoulder, but I decided to let her hair loose XD I'm particularly happy with the body, which came out unusually well, I'M SO PROUD T-T
I NEED to practice figure drawings ^^" so I'm glad this one turned out pretty well
yay~

Arigatou Hyde-sama~!!! ♥♥♥

YAY~ my friend finally e-mailed me back XD

So right now I'm listening to Rain by Back-on, it's hella cool XD and sadly I never got that one page done today, but oh well. Just more work for me tomorrow ^^" I'm going to try and get another anime drawing out of me tomorrow too. Hopefully this one will turn out better than the other one of Aphrodite I just posted. Umm.... what else can I ramble on about... oh yeah... VAMPS NEW AND FIRST ALBUM IS FINALLY OUT!!! OMFG!!!! HAIDO- SAMA, KAZU- SAN TO, DOMO ARIGATOU GOZAIMASU~~~~~!!!! totemo kakkoi desu nee~~~~ arigatou!!! X3

So still things haven't changed much around here. Still no support, probably never will be, but I have support from friends ^^" at least SOMEONE has faith in me!!! I just have to keep telling myself "I can do this! I can do this!" Just keep Hyde in mind. He followed his dreams and look at him now. TOTAL SUCCESS!!! I can do it! I can do it too! I know I can, I just have to have some faith in myself. Don't doubt yourself! You can do this! Who cares what your parents tell you???? You can do this!

GO DREAM FOLLOWERS!!!!!!

I Was Tricked By the Damn Caller ID...

Okay, so much for "friends". So I get a phone call, and I read the name, and it's the name of a certain special someone, I pick up excitedly and it's a different someone, who goes "how come you're not at ABC?" I'm like "what?" and then the convo kinda goes back and forth like that and in the background there's a party going on. Suddenly he goes "is this (my name)?" and I'm like "yeah" and he goes "oh... Oh! never mind, sorry, bye." and hangs up. So thanks guys, thanks for the invitation, and thanks for tricking me with the caller ID. I thought we said we were going to do something all together this summer, all together including me. But that's okay, I bet you just called the wrong (my name) by accident. 'Sokay, I mean, there are too many (my name)s in this world (way too fucking many). I don't care, I'm just here at home anyway, doing nothing, writing a book I probably will never finish, getting dragged back to reality by my parents, I'm too busy being annoyed by my sister right now, I don't have time to hang out with you guys anyway, I have other things I can do. I don't NEED to be with friends. I can draw, I can do shit, I don't need to see you guys.
That's right, just keep telling yourself that. Keep thinking you'll get that happy ending. You have some friends. GOOD friends. You're not completely alone, right? I mean, and eventually I'll get that happy ending. Eventually life will turn around for me, right? I'm fine. I can be by myself. So maybe right now I'm kinda lonely, it'll turn around...
Right? ^^""""""""""

Aphrodite in Her Human Snow Outfit

Okay so i drew this today... it's not that great T-T the feet are too small and she looks kinda awkward... I didn't mean to, I was drawing then erased then drawing then erasing again and I didn't even plan to draw Aphrodite, which btw is my character from my series Never Seeker. Well, from the shoulders up she looks good ^^" So anyway, this is it, I'll be drawing some more later...
I can't draw full figures T-T

Page 50!!! AT LAST!!!

That's right, I woke up with pen on my face cause that's how cool I am XD I was writing till about ten thirty last night and I ended up writing some stuff on my hand, little stuff I need to go back and edit. So when I woke up this morning I look in the mirror and I'm like "what the hell is that on my face?" I turn on the light and it's the black writing that was on my hand, except it was upside down on my right cheek. It looks kinda cool actually, the way it's angled and stuff. If only it wasn't upside down XD

So today I'm home alone from about nine to three. Tomorrow my sister gets to join me for two hours and the day after too. Then Friday till the end of summer, it's just me and her home alone on the weekdays and on weekends our parents are home, so, yeah.

Also... I MADE IT TO PAGE 50!!! that's right! SUCK THAT MOM AND DAD, I WILL BE A WRITER! ... hopefully ^^"""

How many of you have heard of Jin Akanishi? Hot, sexy, cute, adorable smile, fucking hot voice~!!! X3 Well, I'm obsessing over his song Care again. And Pinky. Such great songs. He has such a fantastic voice and body~ X3 sexy dancer too.
And how many of you know the actor Taylor Lautner? I love that boy X3 in New Moon I'm going to die. I'm not a Twilight fan, but I plan on watching New Moon since I watched Twilight already, and Taylor cut his hair in New Moon AND he transforms into my favorite animal, a wolf! XD How hot is that?! I can't wait to watch the movie.

Later people, back to writing, maybe some drawing today~ XD

Dreams or Reality?

You know, I feel like I have no time for anything. I have to do everything but follow my dreams. I have to study Spanish, not Japanese. I have to be reading for summer, not writing my own book. I can't draw because I should be learning how to drive. I should be doing other things and stop dreaming, but all I ever do is dream. I'm always in another world. I'm always thinking of my newest plot, or what I wanna draw next, or listening to music to test how much I know of another language, when I should be looking for drivers ed websites, and reading books in Spanish, or go do something other than what I really want to do. So I do spend all my time on the computer, so what? I go out with my family, friends, all summer I'll be going down to Laural with my sister.

I don't know what to do anymore, follow my dreams or do what's necessary for a concrete job. Both are important. I don't even know what to major in for college. Take my art or creative writing classes or go for something medical. I thought maybe I could just do writing on the side or something, but I don't want that. What if I can really become something fantastic? I'll never know if I'm busy with medical stuff.

So... Now what?

66 Pages To Go T-T

Another day goes by,

Yes it has been two days of summer now~ and i got only three pages done in those two days... T-T i need to be writing more or at least one or two pages a day. It's the only way I'll reach my goal, i have to, i must, i will. I think I'll get up early, like... 5:00 everyday to get an early start on the day and get that one or two pages done early morning that way i have the rest of the day to do whatever i damn well feel like instead of forcing myself to write with all of those distractions around.
So Monday i think I'll start a new drawing in my sketch book, an anime one, hopefully it'll turn out well ^^"
Japanese is going good, I'm doing pretty good with this manga shoujo book i have which is basically just a bunch of mini stories, pretty thick, about equal to three manga, all in Japanese characters, so it makes excellent practice X3 and the stories are so cute~!!!
i also played basketball with my sister for a little while, picked up my friends b-day present, and texted a few people, i'm still waiting for an email response from some of my friends and my cousin ^^"
Well, better get back to writing, only... 66 pages to go ^^"" (i only want to reach one hundered for the summer, but the book must be done in at least 200 pages or more)
Nighty-night~

First Day of Summer

so i went to the movies yesterday with some friends XD hella fun!!! just as long as i'm out of the house i'm happy ^^" we saw terminator, also i finally reached chapter 8 of my soon to be novel, still have a fatty ass long way to go though, oh well, i'm also teaching myself japanese, so first i'm going to finish up learing hiragana then kantagana.

So goals for this summer...

1. stay happy, H-A-P-P-Y, HAPPY

2. reach page 100, AT LEAST, on my novel

3. improove in drawing

4. improove japanese

5. keep up with spanish (don't forget anything so i don't have to re-learn it next year)

6. excersise everyday

7. do my best


I'm going to be n the computer like, all summer, emailing, music, writing, talking to friends. Oh! i aslo need to read some more too ^^" well, this should keep me busy during the summer, hope i'll actually acomplish some of these things, anyway, later people XD

btw, DBSK is HOTT X3