I Was Tricked By the Damn Caller ID...

Okay, so much for "friends". So I get a phone call, and I read the name, and it's the name of a certain special someone, I pick up excitedly and it's a different someone, who goes "how come you're not at ABC?" I'm like "what?" and then the convo kinda goes back and forth like that and in the background there's a party going on. Suddenly he goes "is this (my name)?" and I'm like "yeah" and he goes "oh... Oh! never mind, sorry, bye." and hangs up. So thanks guys, thanks for the invitation, and thanks for tricking me with the caller ID. I thought we said we were going to do something all together this summer, all together including me. But that's okay, I bet you just called the wrong (my name) by accident. 'Sokay, I mean, there are too many (my name)s in this world (way too fucking many). I don't care, I'm just here at home anyway, doing nothing, writing a book I probably will never finish, getting dragged back to reality by my parents, I'm too busy being annoyed by my sister right now, I don't have time to hang out with you guys anyway, I have other things I can do. I don't NEED to be with friends. I can draw, I can do shit, I don't need to see you guys.
That's right, just keep telling yourself that. Keep thinking you'll get that happy ending. You have some friends. GOOD friends. You're not completely alone, right? I mean, and eventually I'll get that happy ending. Eventually life will turn around for me, right? I'm fine. I can be by myself. So maybe right now I'm kinda lonely, it'll turn around...
Right? ^^""""""""""