You know, I feel like I have no time for anything. I have to do everything but follow my dreams. I have to study Spanish, not Japanese. I have to be reading for summer, not writing my own book. I can't draw because I should be learning how to drive. I should be doing other things and stop dreaming, but all I ever do is dream. I'm always in another world. I'm always thinking of my newest plot, or what I wanna draw next, or listening to music to test how much I know of another language, when I should be looking for drivers ed websites, and reading books in Spanish, or go do something other than what I really want to do. So I do spend all my time on the computer, so what? I go out with my family, friends, all summer I'll be going down to Laural with my sister.
I don't know what to do anymore, follow my dreams or do what's necessary for a concrete job. Both are important. I don't even know what to major in for college. Take my art or creative writing classes or go for something medical. I thought maybe I could just do writing on the side or something, but I don't want that. What if I can really become something fantastic? I'll never know if I'm busy with medical stuff.
So... Now what?
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